It's almost 2 in the morning, I'm fuming, I probably shouldn't be writing this now but if I don't get this out on a page...or on a computer screen, then I might go punch a wall and bloody my knuckles a little.
Friendship is a delicate thing, especially in the beginning stages. Nobody likes to make a friend and then suddenly realize that they're not really compatible.
Worse even than that, nobody likes to have someone who was thought of as a friend come into their room, sit down on their bed, and tell them that they don't think they can be friends anymore and then list a bunch of reasons why in a cold and distant manner.
Oh...that's never happened to you? Well it just happened to me.
Fuck.
College Sucks.
I need to sleep now. Maybe I'll feel better about this in the morning, or maybe I'll still want to punch a wall.
You can guess at the probability of the latter.
I've had a similar experience, so I know what it's like. Don't worry, you will find a friend. :)
ReplyDeleteBtw, I miss seeing your face in the library! :(